Hi guys. So I deleted some of my blog posts bcs the content was not something useful i guess? So anyways in case any of yall wondering, I am now pursuing my degree in Bachelor of Pharmacy in UiTM Puncak Alam. In fact, now tgh study week. I had like exactly 14 days before the first paper starts. And basically i dont know what im doing...
I realised that studying last minute was my kinda forte, back in high school and diploma years. When i was in high school, i dont understand a single thing on Chemistry, and i studied last minute (very last minute) but i successfully understand the topic and scored well.
Dekat diploma pun camtu. Tak paham. Study last minit. Skor.
But this time, it's different. People have been telling me degree is like the hardest phase of your life. At first, i thought i can prove them wrong. I mean, studying last minute is my forte right?
Nope. It doesn't work that way now, Nad. I do make some changes the way i studied. I make my own notes (depends on the chapter), i studied at nights etc.
I memorise. Every single thing. Even in diploma, i studied calculus. i dont understand a single thing. I hate maths. i thought i was gonna fail that paper. Even during my test 2, i wrote a small note in the corner of my exam sheet, something like, "dear lecturer, im sorry im not doing well throughout this course, but pls know that im trying my best to improve". the lecturer later replied my note, by saying she prayed for me and she wished me good luck.
I ended up scoring the paper. By memorising the method.
So...
Actually, im kinda fucked up.
Because there's a few courses that really need my understanding to answer the questions. I need to apply what i have studied. which i dont usually do.
I dont apply. I dont know how to.
Wish me luck.
I am still aiming for the dean's list, though.
yours truly x
